Never better

I spent all last night with the one person that seems the farthest away. And everything is so perfect now. I was paranoid, things are never as bad as I thought they were. She cares, she really does... and right now... I don't need anything else. It has amde today one of those great days. Where you feel like you can scream things to the world on some sort of mountain. Where the best feeling thing is to listen to Simon and Garfunkle and just think about her. which brings me to my next point, Mrs. Robinson is a paeice of literary HISTORY.

Just getting lost in the thought of her voice, and talking about pointless things like how big my words are. I guess i don't think enough about how much she means to me, and happy she truly makes me. I dremt about her, right after I left her. I don't remember what happened or where, but we were together, and everything was happy. Then i went to swim and heard Mrs. Robinson on the radio. That song is never cooler than when you are screaming it at the top of you're lungs and grooving in the back seat of a Malibu with Ryan and Quinton.

I wish Mike were back, and that she could get here sooner. Everything would be so perfect. And it's the only thing that could make today any better. For now, I'm content. No, I'm more than content. I'm not settling for saying I'm just content anymore. I'm OVERJOYED. And I can only thank her. I got to hang out with my brother Scott all day today. And I've reaized I'm no longer his dorky brother who's 10 years younger than he is. I'm his friend who he calls to kill Koreans on his new game. He hold respect for me and that kicks.

And above all. My new jacket KICKS! pure and simple. there isn't really anything lef to say here I guess. So now you guys can talk about it. And to the one who made my day...

remember me.

Thinking of you.. errrrr.... her

I’ll wait til the clock strikes a nerve to spend some time with you
I can’t stand to depend on the shadow I cast alone when we should
For the sake of making a statement
Let’s make our presence known
Let’s show them what were made of
We'll show up in our outfits we planned ahead
To meet the qualifications for a special occasion
Today is your day today is our day
Making up for lost time
Making a scene oh yeah

You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight

So let’s meet at the mouth for a kiss
That’s been so long overdue
No thanks to the two thousands of miles
And the touring we always do
(It makes me miss you more)

You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight

I could explode
Cuz you just never, you never know
It would suit the moment perfectly

You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight

Confusion

I'm kind of torn right nw, I am exstatic that it's christmas... But i for some reason don't want to be home. I get the feeling this is one of thise breaks where is it at home and play nintendo with my brother because no one calls me... Not that i don't love my brother or anything... but i still wish i could go to school where i KNOW i can hang out with friends... I think i'm losing my mind.

One of those days

I have had a great day today, Everyone i saw was smiling, nd even if they were faking it i don't care. This is why i love the holidays so much, no one is worried about the drama and the stupid feeling that they have to feel sad in order to feel anything. The spirit of christmas is one of joy and that is why everyone loves christmas.

I love days when the world is joyful and everyone is ok with things. Even if your not having a great time that doesn't mean that you aren't supposed to. I beleive that people are here so that that they can be happy. NOT so that things can be good sometimes. We aren't looking for good things in a sea of sorrow. It is an experience of pain that leads to more joy than we had before. No matter how bad things are, if you can read this, you have access to a computer and the internet, that makes you luckier than %95 of the word.

I don't want to use the term that things can get worse, and I don't have to because we all know they can. Everyone on this blog i have seen laugh, and i mean truly laugh. I don't care what any of you will try to feed people about how you fake being happy and all of that. You can't elp but admit that when you see someone you like smile at you, or a friend acheive greatness that you didn't experience SOME joy, and if you are then you need to find someone that makes you joyfull if you can't be satisfied with yourself. Thigs are good, for ALL of us, and no one can convince me different. My friend helped get out of a slump and it made me so much better. life is only crap if you let yourself beleive it.

Remember. 'Tis the season to be jolly. And santa doesn't only watch in december so that means it's ALWAYS the season to be jolly. And when worse comes to worse... just remember why others are happy and mooch off it... take sants for instance, his life sucks, he lifes in the middle of an icy desert with a bunch of midgets and livestock. But he finds things that make him happy, like the fact that he knows which little irls are naughty... i mean naughty or nice.

everyone...

*HAPPY HOLIDAYS!*

Another year down.

So this is the new year.
And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance.

So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogues bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back

So this is the new year?